I finally turned my hair black. haha. I felt relief. I feel like coloring my hair for sometime is a bad idea because I hate it when every morning, my hair is so messy that my head looks big in that way and my hairs kinda hard to brush up every time I comb it. It turned dry and the color was fading into rust. hmm.. The feeling was kinda miserable I guess because I felt the difference when I turned it into my original hair color. I've always have a silky and beautiful hair before. Thus, I was hard headed I kept coloring it and cutting in different shapes and style that doesn't look good anyway, maybe I should stick on the black one and the bangs... My face and head look thinner in that way..Lol
I watched this Korean romantic drama, which I bought a DVD copy, for the last Thursday and I end up watching it last night and was totally bummed by its ending... The DVD copy was not good. Totally pirated especially when I finally watched it on episode 14, the subtitle confuses me because it was not the right translation. It was hard to understand but still I watched. I suffered actually. hehehe Well it was a good story I guess serves many lesson. Park Shin Hye as Go mi nam which was Gemma, I kinda learned a lot from her because even if she was very innocent and naive, She keeps her spirit strong and when she feels like confuse and don't know at all, she calls upon God. It makes her feel comfortable and understands things in the end. Well I also like Jang Geun Suk as Hwang Tae Kyung. I never liked a guy who wore eyeliners. I'm obsessed with him looking like that. He looks very seductive and sexy in that way..wahaha which makes me want him more..Grrr! lols :D And the overall story was about them bummed each other in a crazy situation. They look cute together and was touched by it. ^^ They also amuse me with sense of high fashion and you know I like it..wee
Synopsis:
The management company of the idol group A.N.JELL insisted on adding a new singer to the group as the lead vocal, Tae Kyung's voice was hurting. However,the new member, Mi Nam, had to go to the States to repair a botched eye job just before signing the contract. His agent came up with the idea of having his twin sister, Mi Nyu,to stand in for him and pretend that she was her brother. The two of them grew up in an orphanage and Mi Nyu, who was all set to become a nun, agreed to this charade as she didn't want to spoil her brother's chance of fame which would make it easier to look for their mother.
I kinda Fascinate him especially his eyes with eyeliners..rawr
I saw this cute little thing at Emall when I was strolling around. I never seen a precious thing like this before so I was kinda fascinated by it. I guess a spongebob notebook wouldn't do. ^^ I place a few of collage pictures in it. I decided that I should put all the things I like in there. So I can be inspired every time I'm blanked. I get the tendency to be like that.. So maybe this is a good idea for me. >.< Am I weird? I guess I am ahahaha.
And We we're like floating below the sealing...Just imagine.
Some Photos of my Baby Adam...
He is such a darling in many ways...
My Baby sleeping peacefully..
This is one of his funny photos..Doing the Piggy Mouth. Cute!
Me and My baby together moments.
Me and my sister watching dvd together! Hug hug...
and in the end of the day you'll regret all the things that pass you by and your asking why, is it worth it? I kept praying and I'm still hoping for a difference in my life because I know the man up there only knew how. The bad dreams kept me wondering maybe I did something bad thats why it exist. I hate nightmares and when I started praying to him, I didn't have one but last night I did and it keeps me wondering... Home was the only place I find myself in... It let myself free from all the stress I've encountered before and hid myself from all the things I don't like. Yet is it worth it??? The one thing I should really do is to find work but I'm still at home doing nothing at time passes by so fast... I didn't notice. I should be out there seeking for everything that would make difference right? and not hid myself at home. Oh gosh, and there is one thing that bothers me everyday. There is that little voice inside my head that keeps telling me to stop. Should I listen to it or not? Thats the part of my struggles now adays... I can't help it.. Maybe I should pray harder and make a confession atleast. My thirst for knowledge is blinding me and I don't believe in myself anymore. I felt weak and I'm not the best. I want inspiration and encouragement. That's what I need.
XxoO,
Anna >.<
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