Here comes the sun, I need to hide.

If you could turn my world upside down?


.....Our new room filled with Smileys, rainbows, clouds and hearts wallpaper. I wish i always dreamt about them....

It was My Papa's Birthday yesterday and we did eat pizza with him together with my mama and my sister shyn... I wish him the best of health and hope Papa God will let him live longer. ^.^





This is me and my sister shyn... She's pretty dull yet I love her so much. We we're watching tv while taking pictures during commercials.






Well, I want you to introduce...My suicidal notebook haha! :D I know its pretty ridiculous yet as I read this notes (I made this when I was 18) and all about it was just suicidal. I was really super emo and all I wrote was just hate and sufferings.... all the impurities and I was such a pathetic stupid girl. I saw all the faults in me yet I keep doing what is wrong. It kinda amuse me how i'm such a naive girl who wrote what she felt and she knows its killing her. But you know things change, Ive gone through alot. Physical, mental and emotional pain and im so glad ive made it this far... I realized many things based on what I experienced. I meet alot of people and few are chosen to understand me. Sometimes past still reflects until now because some people look you through that and sometimes I felt that too but i kept giving chances especially with myself. It does not matter whether the 1st or 2nd or 3rd chances, just let yourself learn from faults and you know someday you'll get tired and you will never do the same mistakes. By then you'll begin to change for what's better and chase your dreams. I know not alot of people see that not even your family but keep believing in yourself. Theres no other people will believe you but yourself and God. So now Im giving myself a chance from all the pain, mistakes and the failures that makes this life see you the better you. ^-^

Oh well, This shoes really interest me. But dont have the confidence to wear one ahaha



Again..I'm always inspired with the things I see, hear and write. I wanted to know myself better and know what things I could do. I'm beginning to dream and love.. I don't care about other people thinks I know myself better and I have my family that's enough. I miss my baby adam.. I hope he's always okay! ^-^

ME doing late night free writes while watching music uplate live and drinking warmth pepsi max.^^

Xoxo,
Anna