This is my super mama and she is my hero!
Cecilia A. Dadula
As you can see in the picture I resemble alot with her appearance...
....and your asking why she's my hero?....
Well,when I reminisce all the things happened between me and my mama. She was really a great realization. I did many bad things to her but she's still there to support and love me when all things fail... I was in the situation when i was really down and she was there to cry for me and help me especially when I gave birth to my son... no ones there except her. It feels like I was drowning deeply yet she was there to reach her hand so I can grabbed it and swim back to her arms. I was her first child but I failed her by not finishing my studies and got pregnant at a young age. Worst is I've had nothing and I did a bad relationship with the man I gave everything still she was there to catch me and keep me safe to go back home again. Funny how life let me see this things by experiencing the pain and to see who are those people that are there when you need them and that is my mama.
Before I never listened to her lectures... I only knew that life is enjoyment and to be with friends. She always slapped me in the face and felt very poignant everytime I got home so drunk. She always told me she cried barrels of tears for me. Sometimes she wonders why I'm like that, I always do rebellious things which makes her so dissapointed in me. It was never the first time I left the house because I thought she never understand me and She hates me alot yet now I know She was right, it was supposed to be wrong and being a teenager I shouldn't do those things... yet I did it and hurt her even more. I started my insanity and being so rebellious because of friends I thought there wonderful. I want to be free and try to be my own but life isn't that simple. Thus, I did not realize that before and I continue doing things I thought would make me happy yet my mom was just there, I hurt her everyday. It was a very long time when I finally got to realize life. The major wrong thing I did was when my parents decided to give me a chance to enrolled back to school yet all i did was being stupidly inlove that led me to unwanted pregnancy. It was a crazy situation because I knew it all along yet there was a feeling inside I couldn't even stop doing... I was naive. I keep them blinded and it was obvious. My mom knew it yet all she did was to keep it to herself cuz she wanted me to finish atleast my semester. Eventhough I did the thing she was afraid to happened to me but still she thinks whats good for me. When my father already knew it all she did was cried. It seems like she was out of hope because I put myself unto a situation I shouldn't put myself in. My miseries and wake up call happened when I was living the situation I never pictured myself to be. It was hard and problematic any many ways. I was carrying a baby and I felt all alone. So I decided to go back home and felt sorry for everything..Still she accepts me and love me even more, I felt it so much Its just keep hurting me until now. Today, when our life between the two of us based it to a movie, it felt like She is the hero and im the one to be saved always.
You know, life is cruel and I believe in karma and I thank god there is that one person who will always there to guide you and understands cuz she is your hero and thats my mom. I kept living everyday because of her, the one who brought you to this world and helps you get up when you stumble and fall. Who thinks for the best and tells you what life may bring. I wouldn't chose anyone but her. She is important and won't give up on her.
She is a Good mom. There are many things I admire about her:
1. She wakes up early everyday and cleans the house
2. She is very good in cooking
3. She does the laundry for us even my underwares...and josh's clothes
4. She take cares of my baby josh
5. She is very jamming
6. She is very accommodating
7. She let me borrow money
8. She gave me her cellphone
9. She loves us all.
10. and I have alot things to say about her cuz she's really amazing!
Here are some picture of her with my family!
Now that I realized that I am still lucky I have my super mama, My hero. I will never leave her and promise to very obedient. I'll continue to love her and I know there are things I cant tell her but if she will choose between my life and her. I choose her coz she is my life. She gave me my life.... >.<
Happy Mothers day mama
ill always scream I love u here in my heart.
xoxo,
Anna
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